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The Blood River Flesh Hunter

Kuagili knelt to the blood river’s edge, her knees seated in warm black crystalline mud – a breathing plaque, percolating on transparent flesh. Cities of iridescence – muscular neurons firing off sparkled atop the liquid surface as it undulated – a gelatinous billow of shimmering flow.

She was tired of running. Seven long days and nights of endless escapes, but her hunter was still near; she could feel it’s presence. She needed sustenance. Her tired segments in need of precious xeroquam, the sweetened nectar of the quanxro tree – high in bloodfiber and spormadic quamozines. Her rubbery ligaments were stiffened from the endless journey and would become tenderly brittle without plasmodic moisture.

She extended her ridged back blades and tenderly plucked the mud sacs from betwixt her anterior cleft. They had become a source of tortuous pain. She filled her webbed palm with Blood River surface gel and smoothed it across her arid tongue – a succulent plasma indeed. Being in need of nutrients and liquidity, it was worth the risk. The river’s powerful hallucinogenic properties were the reality, but she had to feed.

She was corroded by fear. It devoured her. The very idea of being eaten alive by a flesh hunter chilled her deepest marrow. Her glands alive with secretions, her thorax plumped to full extension – ready to claw meat from the most vicious of beasts.

tangerine blood moon

tangerine blood moon

Beautiful midnight smoke burst across the horizon. Angular geometries sculpted in vivid tentacles of insanity, sliced light rays woven by tangerine moon. “How beautiful” she thought, “No one from my village had ever seen the Blood River mist…and I too thought it was just a story.”

She remained hypnotic as psychoactive substrates infiltrated her cerebral cortex, flooding her soul in electric visions of fluidity. Xenon particle clouds soared through the blackness, illuminating every cell in her body. Her first intoxication – a stratified matrix – seething…expanding…breathing. Warmth flooded her in emotion whilst tears slowly oozed. Humid thickness lubricated her parched lenses. The pleasure was powerful and resonant, releasing her from eternity.

flesh hunter

flesh hunter

She had never known such sinful ecstasy and continued forward…her tumid mindscape should never end. She writhed in haunting miasma, slithering across the crystalline shore. She was in need and gently slid into the river, floating as mouthwatering meal for her hunter; now – standing atop a quartz cylinder…peering down upon her glistening vesicle.

She gazed into him as he stood violently, a bloodthirsty hell beast wielding claws of surgical precision. Thickly enameled fangs, serrated and fearful, grew in caliber as purplish lips receded. He exploded to the sky; a winding cyclone of hatred. His body expansive…outstretched to astonishing length as he landed – coiled and contracted. Searing red eyes scorched her with hunger…glaring into the heart of terror.

Her heart convulsed as a jackhammer, almost breaking her meaty ribs. Suddenly…pure darkness. She wondered, “Am I dead? Please, God help me!”

A stream of frigid vapor gushed across her face and soft light drizzled through her scaly eye flaps. A familiar voice nestled her ever so gently,”Kuagili…wake up my dear…it’s your father.”

She opened her eyes…relieved from the weight of a thousand suns. Her father picked her up by the dorsal nodule and cradled her softly in his secure grasp, “You were having a nightmare my sweet Kuagili Wuahili…poor thing. Did you dream of the Blood River Flesh Hunter?”

Though trembling in fear, she began to settle in daddy’s arms. “Yes father…I did. The tangerine moon…and Blood River mist was even more spectacular than I could have possibly imagined.”

He smiled, holding her tightly, “My little girl is growing up! Soon we can go there together. We shall drink xeroquam from mother’s chalice. She would be so proud of you my love.”

Kuagili fell into deep slumber, with a wondrous smile on her lips…safe at last.

The wicked beast picture is from The Haunted Mansion.

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Will You Vote in the Rigged Election?

Today is the Mississippi democratic primary and already, my stomach is in knots. I’m having my morning coffee and just watched the corrupted news on several different networks…wondering if this country will ever wake up and realize the truth.

rigged-voting.pngThe more I think, the more I know in my heart that it will make no difference which one wins. I cannot in good conscious vote for either candidate. If I went to the rigged voting booth…I’d be looking for the “Select new government altogether” option that will not be available.

What if every American stopped what they were doing and went on strike – demanding a new government – right this moment. Would the armed services go from city to city opening fire on citizens, order martial law or gas us with nerve toxins? Certainly, a strike would be considered a radical act of terrorism. Therefore, killing us would be justified and absolutely legal according to the present laws. The truth is, we don’t care enough to even try.

Personally, I will never get over 9-11. You have the conspiracy theorists (like me) who say 9-11 was an inside job to gain a new level of totalitarian control. The public widely believes they are wrong. Then you have the majority of people who actually believe nearly everything the media tells them. If you believe that 9-11 wasn’t paid for by the US…then prove it. The reason it’s not proven is obvious.

Which one of these candidates will make it a priority to launch a new, public investigation into what really happened? None would even consider it. They say it’s just beating a dead horse…the investigation was already done. It’s like having the mafia try themselves! It’s so ridiculous…I am at a loss for words.

In the recent New Hampshire primary, Ron Paul votes were not counted! I demand a paper trail for my vote and I want it now – not 25 years from now. The entire government is corrupt beyond repair and something must be done.

When a powerful militaristic government answers to nobody and tries itself behind closed doors, it’s time to dismantle it and begin fresh. I say fire everyone!

If Obama or Hillary become president, it will be the perfect backdrop for another staged terror attack. Of course, it will be blamed on the democrats…haha! I will not vote for John McCain in the general election either. I would soon die before electing him. However, between the two democrats, I have to go with Obama. Hillary is a criminal who needs to be locked up.

Hey, I know that Ron Paul will not stand a chance. However, because he wants to abolish the federal reserve and IRS…he will get my vote in the main election. I know my vote will not count anyway. What a horrible thing to feel this way.

I believe if the president wants war, then grab an AK-47 and lead the charge you cowardly punk! While these leaders sit in the lap of luxury, sipping 150 year old scotch from crystal rock glasses – they send young brainwashed boys into the front lines – killing for men who will not fight themselves. They are not dying for their country, they are dying for public opinion!

I cannot vote in the primary. I have to sleep at night and earn this worthless green paper people worship like God. Instead, I will have a wonderful day off and enjoy my freedom while I still have it. Maybe I’ll change my mind…who knows…I have until later this afternoon.

What about you, will you vote? Who will you vote for? If you’re not from America, who would you vote for if you lived here?

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Bobby’s Batch #9 – Poetic Blademaster

Before I get started with this week’s selections, I offer two short poems. I hope you enjoy them. I am trying my best to make each new batch as unique as possible – this week was particularly fun and fulfilling!

Reason

Liquid dreams convulse my tarnished soul
imperfect I stand
forever screams forged from anguished toll
accepting all I am
for the first time alive
destined to revive, to decide, to visualize
my reason for living…

I feel so incomplete and dry after the lines above, I have decided to go with this instead (hey, I can’t help it – I’m a horror writer):

Cold Razor

Twirling blades of razor
hissing snakes of sound
I approach; voiced in doom
death bladed master!
blood moon pastor!
Burning ice
the feeling they say
wind on wet bones; scarlet sheathed
knotted fingers shivering
blades flutter
skins of butter
and lonely surgeon
with victim quivering…

Poetic Deathmaster

Poetic Deathmaster

Ahhh…I feel better already :twisted:

I’ve been reading a lot of great poetry about in the blogosphere. I really don’t read or study the legendary poets throughout history as I get my ideas from other places; such as an event in my life, a picture, a song or a fleeting thought; germinated and nurtured within the dynamic tissue of my innards. I strive for nothing as poetry shall be written…all by itself.

I think of all the starving artists; from every form…from music to painting and all between. Poets often go unnoticed – yet their work is so important – it defines the essence of expression. Therefore, I dedicate this week to but a few of the blogosphere’s finest poets and writers.

Jé Maverick is a wonderfully imaginative poet whom I recently started reading. I was mesmerized by his finely honed expressions and uniquely abstract motifs. With so many interesting poems to choose from – it wasn’t difficult – they are all worth reading. The first I read today was Other Sermons; filled with truths of spiritual hypocrisy as well as introspective complexion. While you’re there, spend some time and read several of his poems.

The explosively enigmatic Paisley wrote the flesh broiling, bone charring and ultraviolet poem, The “Green” Racket. You might need your polarized sunglasses for this one. Al Gore had better hide!

The illuminating and scintillating Anastasia wrote an interfusion of heated attraction and pheromone fantasy in her urge brimmed Twilight Taxi Ride. Holy carnal conniption Batman…I need a cold shower!

Square1…the fantasy scribing literary chemist engrafts realism with wonder in her beautifully inventive, Write Your Fire in the Sky. I absolutely loved this story!

I spent some time combing through Beaman‘s archives; infiltrating his treasure trove of poetic lyricism. A truly brilliant poet can write from any perspective and offer a plenitude of assorted coolness. One such versification is Hunger – filled with feline violence and dark humour – a great read.

The world wise spiritual visionary, Michael Skowronski, wrote a fantastic piece filled with depth and meaning in International World Government. I have often thought that a similar government is the solution. This is in polarizing contrast to the current militaristic movement towards a one world government. I believe humankind has difficulty living up to it’s own intelligence…it’s time to do things right.

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Silent Dreams of Nothingness

I sat alone in blackened mist, a cold chill slithering across my flesh, shivering. Where was I? who am I? Out of the nebulous drabness of night screamed endless bellows of silence. I tried to move but could feel nothing, no ground beneath my feet. Though alive, I could not inhale any air, a pleasurable suffocation, vacuum of dreadful emptiness.

I recalled no memories and it seemed, my existence was but folklore spoken by no one – a tale untold into ear-less heads. I was an unwritten story never read, never written. I was an imaginary fabric of the void, a shadowy phantasm, a vacant bubble of dreams…but whose dreams?

A thousand eyes defiled my surface, examining every crevasse, probing all of which I did not know. Fear had taken my world and I knew they were there, watching my every move, predicting my very intention. A surmounting terror wrapped it’s powerful claws, clasping my heart, yet I yearned to hear it’s beat. It was close and I knew death was inevitable.

Conceiving echoes from a distant shore, thousand masterpieces of hellishness painted, still hidden, sheathed in black, behind which veiled my memories. I could taste the thickened flavour of ocean, a salty fog sheathing my virgin tongue. I felt no pain. I had no arms, no legs and no solid reality to sink my handless arms into.

A voice walked towards me, dragging a clubbed foot across searing lava – I could smell it cooking within it’s tattered, leather boot. I tried to cry but could not. My head remained eyeless, yet burned they did, in need of moisture, cracked and chaffed. If only I could secrete a single tear of blood to thank he who approached, to pay tribute for relieving me of this lifeless extinction. A whispering murmur shattered my windows of reality, groaning,”Who are you?”

Who are you, who are you, repercussing back and forth. Screaming jets of sound in textured layers betwixt my madness; reverberations of insanity, chiseling souls, molding dreams. The voice blasted in geometric amplitudes, pulverizing my boneless head, leaving it as forgotten mush.

The words bounced violently within my cerebral echo chamber and emanated an untasted odour, a silent fragrance encased in a glistening skin, undulating, bathing in silvery refraction. Finally, I began a forward velocity, mourning that which I dreamed, to answer the question . . . who are you?

There it hung in all it’s eternal loneliness: a mirror. The mirror of my dreams, above which dangled a solitary light to shine upon what I wanted so desperately to know. Though petrified in terror, I summoned the strength to gaze upon the unknown. I strained a powerful wave of visual acuity upon my reflection, taking in my identity, an attempt to solve my reality, to unmask my secrecy.

I felt that singular tear of blood trickle down my cheek, stricken by profoundity as I distinguished nothing. I was not there. I do not exist, a forgotten memory existing only as an unborn notion of nothingness. My spirit smiled, alas, my question answered . . .  and I heard angels sing.

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Memories of Sweet Sadness

In 2001, I had a job managing a health food/vitamin store which I absolutely loved. There were lots of available women around every corner as it was in a very popular outlet mall. One day, this incredibly charismatic and attractive woman came in. We were both smiling and couldn’t stop looking at each other – my heart was pounding and I became this giggling little kid unable to hide his nervousness.

We talked for around twenty minutes and finally, she said she had to go because she was shopping with her mother and had to meet back up with her. She walked out and I thought, “No…how does this happen to me?”

I wished she would come back and I waited, pacing the floor; staring out the front window…hoping. Finally, I decided to give up and started to straighten up some shelves. Suddenly, she walked back in with her mother; catching me off guard. The three of us had a fantastic conversation – intense but fun questions and answers flying about – it was absolute fun!

Her mother, almost on cue, said goodbye and left her daughter to chat with me a little longer. What a great mom she had! I knew I had to take action right then. I told her, “When you left earlier, I was devastated…even though I just met you. Right now, my heart is beating so fast, I can barely talk…”

Her face became flushed in crimson – I knew mine was too but I somehow asked her, “Would you…”

She cut me off, blurting out, “YES! I will go out with you…hahaha!”

We both exploded in laughter…tears welled up in her eyes and I walked over and asked her if I could hug her before she left – she threw her arms around me and I held her for what seemed like hours. Her mother popped up, gawking through the window at us…leaving us both red faced and intoxicated with infatuation.

We dated for a brief period of time after that. Really, it was quite wonderful and I will never forget her. I was calling her endlessly for weeks but noticed that she never called me. I wondered what would happen if I stopped calling her. Would she call me? Would she forget about me? It was something I really needed to know. I didn’t want to ask her because I felt like actions speak much louder than words.

One day, I stopped calling her. Several days went by and I incessantly thought for sure she would call me back. That was seven years ago…I never heard from her again. What she never knew, was that I fell in love with her the day I met her. It’s a beautifully somber memory to have – though I did get over it – I often wonder what became of her.

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Growing Your Blog The Right Way – Part 1: The Basics

I don’t write many blogging tips articles anymore because I really don’t see the point. However, I do have some things to say which are more about blogging philosophy rather than actual pointers. This is the first in a series and I’ll be turning out an E-book from it and many of my past articles. I dedicate this series to my good friend, Brown Baron, who recommended my doing this. He came up with the title a while back and it will also be the title of my E-book.

Social Networking Sites Do Not Beat Hard Work

There are so many social networking sites and new widgets that arise, it can drive a person to the edge of insanity. I get really bored with most of them and can’t seem to gain a real interest. The first thing I ever joined was MySpace and I no longer use it. I like Facebook more but I just can’t keep up with the thousands of participatory requests I get. I am just too lazy! They don’t really help your blog anyway but can be fun sometimes (they are good for specialized areas such as podcasting or video).

We often forget that it is the act of blogging itself that defines social networking!

Reading and commenting on many blogs and doing this type of basic hard work will take most blogs higher than anything else. This depends on why you blog. If you are blogging only for money, then you have much different goals than I do (making money is about getting, not giving).

If you are writing a lot of assorted subject matter like me or have more of a personal site, then working hard is the key! Working hard is the answer for any blog’s success but you must have some focus. I’ll get into all this in future installments of this series.

Joining every new thing is not going to help you that much. I know we want a quick solution to gaining some degree of success but building on excellence and quality comes from effort and perseverance. I recommend to forget shortcuts and just put in the hours.

Question: I write stuff I believe is important and I really need to get my information out there. I’m not interested in money, but more in getting my hard work read. How can I grow my blog in that way?

Answer: There is no single, easy answer. There are some things you must do to grow your blog:

1. Read lots of blogs – especially those with related information. You want and need varied readers – so don’t limit yourself to just one niche. You get tunnel vision and miss out on lots of new people. Become their real friends and stick by them.
2. Comment on all the blogs you read. Subscribe to all comment feeds and make sure you read every reply. Go back and comment again when called for. Conversational commenting is a powerful tool and no extra widget or social site can replace it. This builds friendships and dedicated readership.
3. For crying out loud…reply to your comments. When you leave a comment and the author just ignores it; it makes many people not want to leave any. However, I know many people who don’t reply and it usually doesn’t bother me; nor does it keep me from commenting. Many people do take it personally though.

I could write a thousand tips, but the above three are the most important!

My favorite Way to build Steady Traffic

To be perfectly honest, I do absolutely nothing for my own traffic. Actually, I purposefully reduced it as I had trouble giving all my readers lots of personal attention. I prefer to keep a manageable pace as I like to really get to know people. That in itself has it’s pitfalls and I have lost readers, but I cannot dwell on negativity and neither should you.

There are two sites that have provided me with most of my traffic: MyBlogLog and BlogCatalog. These two blog networking sites are by far the most powerful tools and nothing comes close in my opinion – especially for people just starting out. Work these two sites and you’ll build a base of readers. It is up to you to go seek them out and make it happen. I’m really just starting to get into BlogCatalog and it is truly fantastic. So get off your rear and do some real work!

Link Chains Provide The Worst Kind of Traffic

Participating in link chains are really a poor way to go (I used to think differently…it may be alright if you are suffering from no traffic at all). It may temporarily pump your Technorati authority up, but in the end, it’ll drop down to where it is naturally supposed to be. Besides, there are much better ways to make friends. Personally, I don’t want hundreds of readers hellbent on their own stats. I’ll be writing a scathing article about link chains soon and it should offend lots of people. Having said that, I am still not above it and may participate in one if I feel the need to.

That’s all I do for my blog…nothing more. I feel like I’m publishing redundant material in this article; however, when I go out and read, I see so many sites that don’t do these things. I’ve come to the point where I don’t think about expanding or gaining traffic. It is just a byproduct of my blogging efforts and community involvement.

The point is, blogging itself and community participation are the strongest tools available. This is why I largely ignore most new gimmicks and shortcuts. In blogging, the simplest methods are always the best.

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Bobby’s Batch #8 – Praise The Blog

I’ve been working around 70 hours per week so I’m late with this week’s sermon. I barely had enough time to browse around this week, but I did manage to find some cool posts; however, I wish I had more included more. I’m simply too tired to hold my eyes open! There’s always next week. Below is the sign outside my home – my neighbors wish I’d remove it.

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Aaron Cook wrote New AdSense Policies – Are You Fully Compliant? Google is just getting out of hand with their policies and their thirst for power and domination. This is a detailed look into what the big G is doing now and it is quite shocking!

Marzie published some incredibly cute kitty pictures in Phoebe in Red! They are absolutely adorable. If you’re in need of a smile, be sure to take a look!

The Menopauseprincess has such a great ability to capture moments in time with her “word pictures” (I don’t know how to describe it). Her post The Power Of Pretty-Part 2 is just one example of her insightful work!

Euroyank wrote an incredibly detailed look into the realities of The Four Stages of the Post – Oil Crash. This essay looks at how these problems may likely occur. Have you thought about what you would personally do if the world suddenly halted and there was no gas? The end of oil is coming fast and the world isn’t prepared!

The Brown Baron published Social Networks And Online Communities Around The Globe. This features a cool map of the saturation of many networks and another humorous map which shows how things would be if countries were actually based on them!

Lady Banana posted a picture that cracked me up in Hey! My hand is F***** up! lol!

Paisley wrote a fantastic poem entitled The Labyrinth. She is such an intense writer and I am astonished by the amount of brilliant writing she does!

Antibarbie wrote a lovely poem, Poetry – Expressionless Art, which you simply must read. There’s a lot of bad poetry out there and that’s what this poem is actually about. Her poem inspired my poem Digital Dreamer below!

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