One incredible concept I’ve applied to myself since I was young is my ability to question myself, all my beliefs and my perceptions on life or being alive. To have this ability and retain no hatred or bias is difficult if not impossible; this is especially true of religion. For example, many atheists can be offensively fatuous in regard to religion – an antithetical extremism somewhat militant in nature. Many religious people can be abrasively snobbish in the same way. I say don’t hate anyone for their beliefs or belittle them.
Growing up a Christian was particularly torturous for me personally – as to question it’s veracity was considered extremely proscriptive – but scrutinize I did . What about other religions? Should I debar all other human thought? Could everything I’ve ever learned be wrong? Is God real? Was Jesus a real person or just mythology? Am I really alive? Is Michael Jackson hermaphroditic? Will supermodel Adriana Lima let me ravish her body? These are common questions I pondered as a child and often wanted to argue with my parents about it.
I am not an atheist. I am not religious. I have no titles and am part of no particular belief “system”. I do believe in God, but in a much different way than in most religions. After having been involved in Zen and yoga all my life, I believe in love and in the essence of life. The electricity of life; that which makes me alive; my ability to exist – that’s how I see God. A better way to phrase it, is I believe in life. I love life. I don’t see God as being a separate being, or a lord who guides us and lives in heaven. Basically, I am extremely spiritual – not religious, and not atheistic – but free. I am also free of all titles. To call myself anything other than Bobby limits me as a human being – part of all beliefs yet attached to none.
I respect everyone’s beliefs unless they are too extreme and involve hatred or violence. In high school, I read the Satanic Bible while listening to Iron Maiden albums and my parents freaked out…hahaha! They calmed down after realizing why I read it and what I said about it. I’m not satanic. I don’t believe in Satan. For crying out loud, there’s no such thing as Satan and the book was just a ridiculous, asinine load of crap. My friends and I all read it to torment our parents and thought it was hilarious – nothing serious or to worry about. I just wanted nutritive substrates for my horror stories.
The point is, it’s healthy and powerfully inspiring to read that which you oppose or do not understand. As a young Christian, one of the first stories I perused was Adam and Eve. Many people calling themselves Christian don’t even believe this story and shouldn’t be apprehensive about questioning it’s validity.
I once managed a book store. The #1 most stolen book was the bible! Let me steal this and go home to pray for forgiveness…hahaha!
The idea that two beautiful white people had sex, and their children incestuously spawned the entire human race from pygmies to viking warriors is insanely risible – a distinctly spurious canard. Most Christians I’ve met only believe selective bits and pieces of the bible anyway. You cannot believe in evolution and the bible at the same time can you? Of course you can, and many Christians do. Questioning everything has actually made me more spiritual and intelligent – so never be afraid to learn. How dare I question the bible! Blasphemy!
If you’re liberal, read all the conservative sites. If you’re conservative, read all the liberal sites. If you’re religious, read all the atheist sites. If you’re atheist, read all the religious sites. I SAY READ EVERYTHING FROM EVERY POINT OF VIEW. Never close your mind to knowledge of any kind.
I see politics in much the same way. I’m not liberal or conservative. I am free from all doctrines and ideologies even if I take sides in my writing. In many ways, these titles breed hatred and separatism – it’s just to write from a certain perspective. Writers always have perspective just like any artist – it gives you character and style. Without perspective, writing is meaningless. I know I write a lot of political opinion, but I really don’t care who wins the presidency. I just like to write from different positions just to see what reaction I’ll get. I often customize my content to fit my current readers…LOL!
Barack Obama, John McCain or whoever – it makes no real difference to me, neither are leaders. I could just as easily endorse either and write endless articles in support of them – having furiously wicked arguments with all opposition just for fun. Lately I’ve been writing vicious criticisms of them and entertaining a conspiracy vantage point, but I just like to learn and study reactions. Hey, I get bored sometimes.
Most everything I write is for my own personal entertainment, development of expressionism and to hopefully incite discussion with my wonderful readers whom I deeply care for – so put that in your bong and smoke it.
I believe in freedom.



#1 by Eric "Speedcat Hollydale" at October 11th, 2008
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I think an open mind is our only hope as a race. People are as different as an oxygen molecule stays the same.
Just think how miserable and lifeless this world would be with a bunch of clones. (unless they were all Adriana Lima’s) ha haaa!!! I have to google that name now
Great advice here. Truth is what we believe … searching for it in all avenues is key. The same cars go down my street every day – it’s good to travel.
#2 by Eric "Speedcat Hollydale" at October 11th, 2008
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… just saw Adriana Lima. WOW!!!!!!!!!!
does she have a sister, maybe we can double date, and tell them about our blogging adventures. That always impresses the Supermodel.
#3 by Revellian at October 11th, 2008
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Well Eric, when I grew up, I was taught that questioning the bible in any way was shameful and to even consider it meant I would burn in hell – quite a horrific thing for a child to go through!
Stay away from my girl, I plan to kidnap and lock her in my basement…haahha
#4 by Eric "Speedcat Hollydale" at October 11th, 2008
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To late … Miss Lima is my new friend on Twitter
#5 by Revellian at October 11th, 2008
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That’s a 72 year old male prison inmate named Buck pretending to be her…enjoy!!!
#6 by Eric "Speedcat Hollydale" at October 11th, 2008
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ha haaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
#7 by DaveS at October 12th, 2008
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Very enjoyable post Bobby.
I tend to look at it as the ability to look through many eyes. The ability to see things as others may see them.
I feel lucky to have been able to do that at a young age. It’s something that for whatever reason, that seemed to come easy and naturally to me.
Anytime you can clear your mind, eliminate preconceptions, usual mindsets, and “see” things as others may see them I believe you get a far wider perspective.
Going back to one of my psychology classes, my professor proffered that a person will always do what they feel to be in their best interest (for whatever reason) every time they are faced with a decision to make. A choice. I believe it’s that very thing and the ability to try and “see” that from many perspectives that can lead to many positive things.
#8 by Revellian at October 12th, 2008
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Thanks Dave, it is my position we must seek absolute truth no matter how offensive it may be – even if it shakes the foundation of everything a human being believes.
Yes people usually do what’s in their best interest. At the root of that idea is humankind’s quest and need for security. Security is the supreme human need from which all human need is derived – that’s my opinion.
In another light, violence is the supreme authority from which all authority is derived.
#9 by ~willow~ at October 12th, 2008
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well said, Bobby.
I totally agree that we should at least understand where the “opposition” comes from, put yourself in their shoes, all that jazz. Understanding their point of view, seeing the validity of their stand/arguments, without having to *agree* with them, is something most people don’t want to do. Heck, most people don’t even know what they really stand for, what they really want, and therefore get swayed this way then that way depending on the charismatic orator or intelligent speechwriter. Sad.
#10 by Revellian at October 12th, 2008
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Thanks Willow! Every time I start having a new opinion, I run with it even if I don’t really support or understand it. After hearing opposition and even opposing myself, my opinion changes and evolves – it never ends. Basically, I have no opinions other than on basic morality and being a kind to myself and others. Finding out where you really stand is something that constantly grows and expands!
#11 by Genie Princess at October 13th, 2008
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Oh Bobbbbbyyyyyy!! I have a special award and Friendship poem for u at Mariuca’s, come pick it up later!
:):)
#12 by Revellian at October 13th, 2008
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@Marzie: Thanks!!! I’ll come see
#13 by Nick Phillips at October 13th, 2008
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I’ve been questioning myself all my life and haven’t found a single answer to any of my questions till today!
#14 by Revellian at October 13th, 2008
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@Nick: Oh yeah? Haha…and what answer Nick? That you secretly need a supermodel mistress?
#15 by Zen Lill at October 13th, 2008
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Hi Bobby, thanks for your comment re: Bill Maher, funny we both wrote about religion/lack thereof on the same day, must’ve been some Zen vibe in the air : ) I’ve been labeled a myriad of things, some good some bad (oops) but I judt go by ‘me’ or ‘Zen Lill’ for a reason, bc it encompasses best who I am. In being that Zen, it wouldn’t be in my world to call the religious or the atheist ’stupid’ it’s just another belief system and if it works for you, why fix what’s not broken?
I’m getting blog burn out…any suggestions?
Now, I have to go back and read your other 2 entries, great topics, and near and dear to me.
Ciao for now, Zen Lill
Tonight my commentary of ‘the ‘institution’ of marriage – same sex or otherwise’
#16 by Revellian at October 13th, 2008
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Hi Zen Lill! Blogging burnout? I’ve been so burnt, I’ve taken long breaks or even unplugged my computer for weeks, but I always come back. Last burn out session, I left 100+ comments per week on other bloggs for two weeks without writing a post on mine; by then, I wanted to write again. I spend most of my blogging time commenting and maybe a few hours writing (per week). Some people end up quitting altogether because they don’t take breaks until they boil over. Just follow your intuition like I know you already do
#17 by Zen Lill at October 14th, 2008
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Hey Bobby, thanks for the advice on blog burn out, think I was having a bad day and not feeling the blogging ‘luv’ for whatever reason I have commenters who e-mail me privately, which I don’t mind, but yesterday, one just said, ‘I love you, keep writing’ and the other was from a friends ex-husband (who knew HE was reading) who said he’s been addicted for months, wow, see what a little recognition will do for me? Anyway, I temporarily lost my personal Zen (lots going on in the personal realm) and now it’s back. As long as I am entertained, I will write : )
I had no idea people stole bibles, how weird is that??? But nothing should surprise me anymore…guess I’m not as jaded as I thought!
Have a great day, love your thought provoking style, Luv, Zen Lill
#18 by Revellian at October 14th, 2008
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Hi Zen, when I started blogging I got no comments at all for a long time. I simply leave many comments on other blogs AND I reply to every comment I get on this one. By doing that, I’ve built my audience. That’s all I have ever done and it works.
Nearly every person caught stealing a bible were stealing them as a gift for a religious friend or family member
#19 by Michelle Gartner at October 14th, 2008
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I’ll bite.. how do you know what most Christians think? From a Gallop poll or from stuff you made up in your head about most Christians… ;o)
The older I get the more I realize that people do not think a like not even on the smallest issues. Even the act of thinking or a person’s thought processes are so varied between two or more persons that it is silly to lump people together or stereotype.
I bet you have no idea what I am thinking now?
#20 by Revellian at October 14th, 2008
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I don’t know what all Christians think Michelle. I was raised a Christian and 95% of all the people I know are Christian and they all vary. Some believe in the bible word for word. Some believe what they want to from it. I wasn’t stereotyping anyone! The point is that we should all study and understand everyone’s ideas from all religions including atheistic; however, truth is truth and when something is true, it’s true.
When I said, “Most Christians”, I should have said most Christians I’ve personally met. Most Christians I’ve met aren’t hardcore fundamentalists believing the bible word for word.
Do I know what you’re thinking? No…I have no idea! Do you know what I’m thinking?
#21 by Zen Lill at October 14th, 2008
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hahaha, hey Michelle, I’ll bite also, are you thinking Zen thoughts perhaps?
Every Christian and I do mean every have the same stance on same sex marriage (although some are less vehement about it) and abortion (women’s reproductive rights is not terminology they even use) as far as other C beliefs, they vary fr person to person but it seems like they latch onto a certain few passages (no Jesus, no Heaven) in the bible and the aforementioned and stand pretty steadfast. Do you know lots of Christians who do otherwise? I only speak from personal experience and have a large extended ‘born again’ Christian family, lucky Zen me : ) I envy the devotion at times, and others I wonder why they flatly refuse to at least consider others values before so strictly enforcing their code of conduct on all that surround them. They are way past conversion on me but that doesn’t stop them if there’s new blood in the room! I take it all fairly lightly though, I hope I did not offend you if you are Christian, just going by my own observations…
Zen Lill
#22 by Zen Lill at October 14th, 2008
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oops sorry Bobby I’ve been writing some Christian stuff on my blog, got confused and answered Michelle’s q to you, so sorry – Zen
#23 by Michelle Gartner at October 14th, 2008
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I’m thinking you owe us that Halloween story you’ve been going on about…
You ever write like Alfred Hitchcock?
#24 by Michelle Gartner at October 14th, 2008
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“The older I get the more I realize that people do not think a like not even on the smallest issues. Even the act of thinking or a person’s thought processes are so varied between two or more persons that it is silly to lump people together or stereotype.”
That’s an observation on myself not pointed at you Bobby- it’s why I stopped studying to be a psychologist and became an accountant who decided to be Fred Sanford only sexier…
#25 by Revellian at October 14th, 2008
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@Zen: Some of my family members are liberal Christians voting for Obama. I guess everyone is different and have their own reasons for everything.
@Michelle: I’m not really good at writing that type of fiction. My favorite horror writers are H.P. Lovecraft (the greatest in my opinion) and Clive Barker. I’ll write more than one story coming up!
My sister is a psychologist and she really let me have her analysis of my personality disorders…hahaha! I still haven’t recovered from her findings
#26 by Michelle Gartner at October 14th, 2008
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“hahaha, hey Michelle, I’ll bite also, are you thinking Zen thoughts perhaps?
Every Christian and I do mean every have the same stance on same sex marriage (although some are less vehement about it) and abortion (women’s reproductive rights is not terminology they even use) as far as other C beliefs, they vary fr person to person but it seems like they latch onto a certain few passages … ”
@ Zen – You’re kidding right? I happen to know homosexual Christians who don’t feel the same as Evangelicals about same sex marriage. I know several Christians who have very opposing view points on abortion… I even know some Christians who have had abortions. Am I a Christian yes- am I devout- yeah buddy, but you have no clue if you think Christians all think the same on homosexuality and abortions… ask the Anglican church and the Episcopal Church how varied their believers feel about homosexuality and Pastors?
Jesus was very adamant about not judging others… I take that very seriously it’s a more serious business then going about condemning homosexuality or people who have had abortions and my view point is irrelevant- God’s isn’t. Anyway- no one ever converted anyone by being a judgmental jackass.
Bobby- I wouldn’t change a thing about your writing, I just like a good mysterious creepy thriller… was just wondering if you ever bend your pen that way?
#27 by Revellian at October 14th, 2008
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Hahahaa!!!! No more exchanges between Zen Lill and Michelle (I will delete them). No more biting, I know both of your opinions and think you are both wonderful ladies
I’ve never tried to write anything like that Michelle. A blog short story usually needs to be really short and character development has to be minimal. I’ll come up with something though!
#28 by emila at October 14th, 2008
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I believe in freedom too, Bobby!
I worked in a book store once as sales assistant and the number #1 stolen books back then were those of fiction novels! I really hated the idea of plastic wrapped book but I really like punching price tags though!
#29 by Revellian at October 14th, 2008
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Hi Emila!Oh yeah? The store I worked in, it was the bible, then fiction and comic books