It has been a week of much realization for me. There seems to be such a huge flood of new bloggers everywhere I look. I want to discuss some things I find missing from so many blogs and apparently, lives. I rant often about money blogs and I want to point out that I am not against them. I just don’t like the particular ones without substance that are basically copies of more successful blogs.
It took many years for me to learn how to be a law abiding citizen and I hope this helps any that need to get on the right path themselves. First of all, my father was a military cop. He was hardcore military. I remember once, at age fourteen he woke me up on a Saturday Morning
around 9:00 am. He had already cut and trimmed our two acre lot, cleaned and scrubbed the driveway, cut down several trees and had it all cut into firewood and started cleaning all the windows. He decided to take a break and thats when he woke me up. He said, “Thanks for all the help you candy-ass punk!”
Well, I was rebellious against his work ethic and spent my teenage years trying to make him as miserable as he made me.
My best friend in high school who was raised in a very unloved atmosphere turned out to be a monster. A few years ago he (a very smooth bullshit master with the ladies) talked a female prison guard into letting him escape in exchange for love! Yes he was in prison at the time for kidnapping his wife and child. After his escape he murdered two Alabama police officers in cold blood. I will give his real name: Mario Centobie. He received the death penalty; May he rest in peace. I cannot wish him to burn in hell because I know his loveless upbringing brought him to this. He put himself in hell as it was the only place he ever knew.
I knew another friend who murdered an innocent young girl in Gulfport, Mississippi.
He is awaiting the death penalty. I hope his pain is a thousand times that of the victim and the victims’ family. His name is Alan Walker; may he burn in hell for the sickening defilement of her body.
Recently, a close friend of many years shot a man in the face, killing him. His name is Erol, and I cannot disclose his last name. He is currently serving a 65 year sentence for what he did. I was shocked when I found out because he was one of the most non-violent people I have ever known.
I witnessed a drug addict friend of mine smoke a gram of cocaine on a spoon. He sprayed the cocaine down with WD-40 aerosol lubricant, placed a section of garden hose in his mouth and lit it with an outdoor grill lighter. He inhaled only 2-3 massive lung fulls blowing out black smoke after each hit. Sitting there blitzed out of his head he said, “That ain’t no cracker-jack bullshit.”
I also witnessed him take a handful of Xanax (12 xanbars) and wash it down with a fifth of whiskey. Of course you couldn’t tell by talking to him that he was on drugs. He tried to get high by spraying Raid roach killer directly in his nose when he was in high school (I couldn’t leave that out). He is currently serving a sentence for armed robbery.
When my father was dying of cancer, we put aside our differences. I thank God I did because it helped him pass in peace. I know he raised me the best way he knew how and I will love him for it always. I learned most of my lessons in life by seeing what others did and I am truly thankful for that, no matter how bizarre it may seem.
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