Category: sadness

Happiness and Depression are Choices

I’ve never been a materialistic person. I could lose everything I own because ultimately, it means absolutely nothing to me. My most prized possessions are my guitars - all of which I built myself from scratch - yet I would not shed a single tear if they burned in a fire. Actually, I have given [...]

Tears and a Kitten Named Sammy

Searing wind gushed through my hair as I drove along the 1-40 connector - my trembling fingers barely able to hold the steering wheel - my life falling apart. My air-conditioner stopped working minutes earlier, adding layers of torment to an already scarring afternoon. I cannot believe they fired me. I went through the memory [...]

Sadness - Severing Toxic Friendships

I’ve suffered from severe depression my entire life experienced much sadness. Severing toxic friendships has been a necessity for me, but it has also nearly destroyed me. It is my hope that tis article will help someone out there, even if it’s only one person.
When I grew up, I never fit in to the normal [...]

Storm of Tears

I was driving along the beach last night and decided to stop for a little while. I took my shoes off and walked down to the water’s edge and sat down. I never go to the beach anymore, especially at night, as it reminds me of my an ex-girlfriend. It was warm, but a nice [...]

Memories of Sweet Sadness

In 2001, I had a job managing a health food/vitamin store which I absolutely loved. There were lots of available women around every corner as it was in a very popular outlet mall. One day, this incredibly charismatic and attractive woman came in. We were both smiling and couldn’t stop looking at each other - [...]

Dealing With Depression

This has been a rough few months for me personally though I fake being happy everyday of my life. You smile at people, exchanging niceties all the while your world is falling apart. You pretend everything is alright even though - deep inside, you know it isn’t.
I’ve been taking a break from blogging because of [...]

I Choose To Be Happy

Today, I choose to be happy. I choose to feel positivity explode through every part of my being. I choose to not hold grudges, to not hold resentments, to not judge others. I choose to forgive. I choose to love myself!!!!
I choose to find nice little blogs nobody pays attention to and leave them a [...]